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‘Harrowing’ tale falls in yawning gap

There is a yawning gap between any successful prosecution of historical sexual assault and the right of alleged victims to tell their stories. In that gap lies the right to the presumption of innocence and defamation law.

In that gap also lies the ‘‘insufficient admissible evidence’’ NSW Police referred to yesterday when announcing they had closed their investigation into a woman’s allegation she was raped more than 30 years ago. She had taken her own life before making a formal statement to police.

But she had made her accusations in an informal document that has been seen by many in politics and the media, including this author. The man she accused is now a federal cabinet minister, who strenuously denies the allegations.

‘‘Following the woman’s death, NSW Police came into possession of a personal document purportedly made by the woman previously,’’ the NSW Police statement said.

The woman’s account is detailed and distressing – but not a signed police statement. Nonetheless, what is contained within it is very serious. The accused minister is expected to make a public statement rejecting the allegations today.

The woman alleged the sexual offences occurred in Sydney in 1988, when she was 16. She said she came to know her alleged attacker through an extracurricular activity they both enjoyed while high school students. He started to make sexual comments to her, she said.

During a windsurfing trip she said the man watched her as she put on shorts. ‘‘You should be wearing a bikini,’’ he told her, according to the woman’s statement. ‘‘Shame you don’t have the tits for it.’’

The woman said she couldn’t think of a response, ‘‘nor could I understand why someone whom I considered to be a friend would speak to me in that way’’.

On another occasion she said she ordered a salad with alfalfa sprouts and he cried out, ‘‘Look, [she’s] eating sperm!’’ At a meeting in January 1988, in Sydney, he boasted he would be prime minister one day, ‘‘by the age of 50, he predicted’’ and before a formal dinner he brought her his shirt to iron and said she ‘‘would make someone a wonderful wife one day’’, the woman claimed.

After a night of drinking in a group, she said the man took her back to her accommodation. She said she was drunk and consented to a sexual act he suggested.

‘‘I was not entirely sure what it was. I did understand that it was a sex act of some kind,’’ the statement reads. But according to her account, afterwards he forced several sexual assaults on her.

‘‘It was a harrowing ordeal,’’ she stated. ‘‘I felt dizzy and was very drunk. I was also extremely frightened.’’ Afterwards, she was ‘‘deeply shocked and ashamed’’, she said in her statement. ‘‘I told no one what had happened.’’ The woman’s silence apparently lasted decades, until she began telling the story to a circle of people in 2019.

Her friends have told The Age she wanted to tell her story publicly and seek some form of restitution. Instead, her mental health struggles overwhelmed her and she took her life in June 2020.

National Sexual Assault, Family & Domestic Violence Counselling Line 1800 737 732; Lifeline 13 11 14; Suicide Call Back Service 1300 659 467.